2/15/2010

Feeling Dark

Without Christ or putting Christ on the back burner it is hard to handle day to day things. I have seen people without Christ in their life. Everything is negative very little positive talk or actions, and it sometimes makes you feel dark and gloomy. Remember that is Satan attacking you he wants you to feel that way because then you start believing that is who you are. Once that point hits you get away from God.

I have been there before feeling oppressed and lonely, wondering if anything I do will get better or join sides with me. Through pray and involvement in the church I have overcome the feeling dark and lonely. Yes I still go from mountain tops to valleys but every time I hit a mountain top I am stronger than before. It is hard but the one thing you have to remember is to have faith in God.

It has taken me 13 years of hard work to get where I am in my life. I went from getting a DUI and God throwing me on the ground making me realize he is in control not me. Honestly that was the best thing that ever happened to me, because after that I finally stopped and had that guilty feeling that something was not right in my life. When you get that feeling it is the Holy Spirit. I still have troubles in my life which everyone does but if you overcome all those then you will become a much stronger person, I know I did.

Now days, the feeling dark I use to experience is not there. My times I feel like what can I do, I pray to God and it always works itself out, never once has it not. So if you are having issues in your life and if you feel like you pass is haunting you keep in mind that God will get you through it. This may take some time but once you accomplish it you will look back and realize that God made you a stronger person than you were.

We are children of God just as we are parents to our kids. Pray and worship God every day. You will overcome the FEELING DARK.

 

RBTC