Sad Day

10/21/2009

I am adding this to my blog because I believe people need to know that Christians go thru trails and are human also. We do feel the pain of the world and see things in our own churches. Do criticize the church if you do not get involve.

I am very involved within this church and probably be a member for a long time, even though I think about leaving, it is a good church. I am there to server God not the people. When I help others I am showing them Gods spirit in me.

I want a couple of the staff people to hear this also.. because I give my time to the church and it is like a close door.

I want to fume for a few about some things, you know today I needed to email the pastor for a prayer request that is pretty urgent. Well I go to our website to get his email and it is nowhere to be found, it use to be there. You know it is a sad day when you cannot even email the pastor, I am sorry but he is not all holy.. when a church cannot go to the pastor except thru other means then the “church” has major issues. I keep saying i want to go to another church and things like this make me want to more and more.

Our church has gotten  so caught up in the production of everything it has forgotten the people, to me the church has gotten self-centered, it’s always about hey look at me… look what I done.   Yea you hear of bragging about how great the church is,   I get tired of finger pointing about this person done this and that.. that should be about them and God. They don’t think about the ones who do things out of the spotlight.

The thing that gripes me is when did the pastor get so holy that nobody can talk to him or email him anymore…ha what is funny you look at our debt, it doesn’t go down much, well imagine that “think about it”.. I believe the church needs to look at itself instead of pleasing self….

I needed to email a prayer request because of some issues and couldn’t, so just imagine how many others have tried….. think about it.

John honestly I don’t know how much longer I can take the media either.. cause honestly I am tired of listening thru the grapevine all the negative stuff..

This is a church – so quit running it like a business, I come to work to hear crap… I go to church to worship God..

Very Disappointed